Forgive Me Being Lost

[Intro] Shit, I don’t trust nobody Shit, So many motherfuckers with motives Shit, you don’t know who to trust So fuck it, everybody suspect (God, forgive me for being lost) I don’t trust no motherfucker but Boosie Badazz [Hook] If rules get broke and niggas get crossed, forgive me for being lost If pussy niggas get knocked off, forgive me for being lost Daddy thugging, cousin hustling, out the bottle drinking, fuck it God, forgive me for being lost [Verse 1] Momma struggling, Granny watch us, gangster parties, oh my Can’t afford it so we stole it, we were roaches, no lie Saw my first body dead in the street at 8, oh my Laglen just blew his brains out with his own four five “Put it in the pot, make it lock ‘til it drop” is what my uncle told Went to cocaine school and got an A-, honor roll Love what my Mama showed to me and my brother (Love you Ma) Tough love with my daddy showed me me and him tougher Just waking up every morning made me out a hustler ‘Cause Granny house was the block where everybody sold butter (Woke up to) People dying, bullets flying, mommas crying, oh my 80’s baby when it was coke crazy, no lie [Hook] Forgive me for being Lost If pussy niggas get knocked off, forgive me for being lost Daddy thugging, cousin hustling, out the bottle drinking, fuck it God, forgive me for being lost [Verse 2] They tried to give me life, said I’m bad for the community (no) How I’m supposed to feel about some people trying to ruin me? (cold) Why should I stop for the cops if they’re shooting me? While I get rich, my IRS friends using me (they’re using me) Cold winters, why us? I need answers If I sin, God forgive me, but my baby need pampers My family need prayers, dear God, we’re on the blessed docket Aunty got cancer, my little cousin, he on Crime Stoppers I don’t know what you know, but all I know is what I learned Pussy will kill you and 70 percent of these niggas turn So my mind lost, I grew up fatal Big Rope, Growl Nitti, this is Cain and Abel [Hook]