Monster

[Hook] Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window (x3) [Verse 1: Boondox] I'm not afraid of the dark But I'm afraid of my heart And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart Always afraid that things will never get better I went from writing down rhymes To typing suicide letters Diagnosed with paranoia You can check my prescription I'm a manic depressive One of my many conditions I'm not a prophet though I say it But I'm seeing a vision My life, it was beyond it On a one-way collision If ignorance is bliss Then I'm devoid of any sorrows Cause I don't wanna know the outcome Of today or tomorrow I just wanna hide inside my own private Hell How can I ever get to Heaven When so many angels fell I'm just a human being I'm just only being human With eternity and judgement From another always looming It's a wonder that I made it With these voices in my head With all these monsters at my window Staring at me in my bed [Hook x2] [Verse 2: Boondox] If you're a friend to me or kin to me An enemy or into me I'm begging on a bended knee Come and put an end to me Put me out my misery Permanently no injury I'm tired of fighting entities I'm running out of energy Feel like a lost boy Searching for the answers Just waitin' on tragedy A heart attack or even cancer So many monsters hiding Waiting round the corner for us If life is like a song I'm at the verse and searching for the chorus Maybe I should stop and take a moment Put it in perspective Maybe I should take a knife And take a life and get injected I just wanna go out On my own fucking terms Knowing it was me that put me In the dirt and with the worms I think I'll pop another pill Try to heal the ill Wash it down with gasoline Light a match and that's for real But I'll just probably go to sleep And try to clear my head Hiding from these monsters At my window underneath my bed [Hook x2]