Forgive Me When I'm Famous

[Intro: Bonkaz] I ain't even going to plan this one, I'm just gonna talk I ain't been talking much lately Ed Sheeran style Sometimes your loved ones don't really understand how much they're apart of your plan Maybe they've got faith in your art, but, not in you as a person I ain't in a position to stop right now And with that comes a lack of communication And with that comes a lack of understanding Forgive me if you miss me, Forgive Me When I'm Famous [Verse 1: Bonkaz] Been trying to let this music go, all-nighters in the studio Been vybing with my family, vybing with producers though Writing all these verses, I decided that it's worth it They've got all these hidden feelings, but I find them when they surface I know my timing's never perfect, I'm either absent or I'm late They hit me like 'Where you at? You in the cab or on the train?' Either I don't text back or I text back I'm on my way On my way to change the world, but that won't happen in a day [Bridge: Bonkaz] All this lonely stuff is becoming normal And I'm blowing up, it feels so fucking awful Yo, I bet they think I left them all behind now Guns and roses it's so messed up in my mind now [Hook: Bonkaz] I know that I've been gone And I might be long But forgive me when I'm famous, forgive me when I make it home I know that I've been gone And it might be long But forgive me when I'm famous Wait and see what I bring with me when I make it home [Verse 2: Bonkaz] Yeah, these memories don't tell no lies If sorrows can't swim, it's me, Hennessey and myself tonight They paint me as the selfish type, they don't understand the purpose I ain't trying to sell the hype, either way the plan is working Could of copped a Merc' with the second advance But I've been busy trying to save the game like a memory card They don't understand all this time we've been spending apart Trying to keep this money out my mind and my friends in my heart [Bridge: Bonkaz] All this lonely stuff is becoming normal And I'm blowing up, it feels so fucking awful Yo, I bet they think I left them all behind now Guns and roses it's so messed up in my mind now [Hook: Bonkaz] I know that I've been gone And I might be long But forgive me when I'm famous, forgive me when I make it home I know that I've been gone And it might be long But forgive me when I'm famous Wait and see what I bring with me when I make it home [Outro: Bonkaz] I know that I've been gone And I might be long But forgive me when I'm famous, forgive me when I make it home I know that I've been gone And it might be long But forgive me when I'm famous Wait and see what I bring with me when I make it home