O Heaven

O, Heaven How could I forget you? Rose to the occasion one day Plucking petals Stole something precious Should've been the way I left you But no matter what's changed Sustain Be the best you The rest grew restless as cousin's sleep Wanted peace but the search wasn't deep I invest in my week To see a brighter Monday morn', but Woke up on Tuesday in the same uniform And through it all I try not to do you wrong As I have in the past Rapping other love songs But it's kinda hard Building lust when your trust gone Money was the object of affect- They ain't want John Should've gone with my first love Maybe moved out to Vigo and wrote books in cursive Learned a little French and do the film I've been tryna make And translate the feeling I was feeling at my modern-day Took a break with the wiz Gave the rhymes a break Busted hard enough to make the condom break No seeds, no sticks, no stems Old gems found crumbled by the bubble-goose and Timbs I can hear the hymns And the choirs from the pews where Mom sat listening to Sunday's blues In the scuffed penny loafs that I stuffed a nickel into All-white Easter suit that won't fit you Sent through Heaven to Hell to sell dreams of Places once dwelled But I fell for the green stuff Swore I could fly back and say hi again But my money was no good I needed time to spend Brought me back to my youth when I was grinding with no loot Book full of rhymes with the gold tooth With the scripture engraved Over a picture of the days When I dreamt of being richer Liquor pours From the picture to the glass house Built for looking to remember the soul once 'membered: gone Gotta find it in her And we happily concur Ever after One blur Marry matching, one word: love Found crumpled in notebooks you never saw Belittled thoughts and yada-yada Drama side, my Traumatized by, um Falling off in the water Which was softer than the ground-level Found holding soul of daisies without petals How special Oh heaven, how could I forget you My dedication to the muses