The Climax

[Verse 1: Blizzard] By the time you hear this I'll be on my way Because I don't want to be with you, no I don't want to stay You've hurt me in the past and now the spark has gone away We had a one track mind that never got a proper play I heard you got another man and well I wish you luck But I'm saying that politely because I don't give a fuck I don't know why you tried it with a man you didn't love But the fact you did destroyed our only chances of an us So now I guess it's over, I see you out the door It's not a case of I don't want to see you anymore The deed's done now and I don't see you as a whore But if this was your plan, then why'd you ever speak to me at all I need a bit of space to take the news in Now I'm on a train back to Manny[?], but I feel like I never started moving Still lifeless and unhuman And my distorted eyes didn't notice what you was doing [Hook: Blizzard] And I just want to go back now Excuse me while I fade into the background I swear I just want to go back now Karma always comes back round [Verse 2: Blizzard] I'm searching on the net and your face always pops up But I see it and dissmiss it and close it like it's a pop-up I hate you for now but I know I want you to pop up Like this whole thing never happened and it's a dream that I can lock up Hard to get these words out, because they're all about my feelings But talking about your problems is a process of the healing I bring my words out through my writing and my speaking Which is mad in contrast to all the lies you were concealing I'm trying to find a reason, but I can't even fathom one Where has the relationship of love, lust and passion gone I feel like my heart's been trampled on by a mastodon Like I fell off the mile high pillar I was standing on I drank a lot today, yeah I'm kinda down Because I want to pour you a drink and you know where to be found I'm on my own, sitting in the club, lonely in town I guess it's time for another round [Hook: Blizzard] [Verse 3: Blizzard] I heard you was in the hospital, because you overdosed You was nearly on the brink of dying, fully comatosed I heard the news late at night, I was home alone I could've gone to your bed side, but my mind told me no A part of me despises you and was telling me no way The other part of me was checking on if you were ok I needed somebody there, to help me with a tip Because I was on the sofa, while you were on a drip Because you mean the world to me, I don't want to let you know though But the way you treated me makes me want to fly solo Why it happened like it did I don't know Now I know the chances are we won't grow Love seems like a no show Because we were friends before the whole dating nonsense And I didn't want this unresolved problem on my conscious Now I'm outside the war, tears falling Waiting for my name in the calling [Outro: Blizzard] Damn, it's all true I hope you know this is for you