Suffocation

[Hook: Daughter] I’m wasted, losing time I’m a foolish, fragile spine I want all that is not mine And they will all agree that I’m a suffocator I should go down quietly [Verse 1: Bless] But I bet I won’t Losing all you have is never enough for me, right? Never mind my wants; don’t let my past haunt me I honestly might, just be better off without this Even I can obviously fight; even if I had heart, I work hard, no time to use it Indecisive as Dwight; if what I write down doesn’t work Blink twice; no emotion; everyone loves life Choking, weed smoke when I hit the stair well Hit someone’s face with a blank stare, well it scared her If I run away, will that make things better? While I’m struggling to think; contemplating on whether I would ever even say Or express how I’m feeling every single day, even when I was with Vale Answer this: Tell me what’s worse Not having parents at all, or having two people that honestly never cared? Never mind hip-hop; this is life; explain why I’m wrong when I only did right Or at least, tried my hardest to impress y’all Even though I failed every single night That’s cool though Because now, I know our history and y’all screwed us So, now I’m the black sheep of our family, which I find to be screwed up And with that being said, I’ll never diss anyone, I just needed to vent But how could you understand where I’m coming from, if you’ve never been? (Whoa) [Hook: Daughter] [Verse 2: Bless] But I bet I won’t Losing all you have is never enough for me, right? Never mind my wrist; don’t let my past haunt me This cut was the last but the deepest I wish every one of y’all could see this I can’t deal; with thinking I’m not good enough Not giving up, isn’t really making anymore sense What’s pain to you? Getting bullied was pain to me Getting jumped was pain to me Getting stabbed was pain to me Losing both of my friends was pain to me Its pain to see that my mom just stood there saying, you’re never going back to King So get over it, while my dad just watched me watch him let it go down He was over it, but I wasn’t You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villain Willing to give up yet; I’m looking for trust Yes, mom did burn me; what an upset; are you up yet? Because I don’t hold back anymore, lacking the love that was expected of y’all Attacked when I was eleven years backwards I ball; that’s only for my own sake Bet if I fall, then I might as well suffocate I’m overheated; no need for the love now 17 years that are down, the drain with the pain Why can’t I ever really get by? I won’t pretend I don’t try to vent I must not descend to lows I intend on being much better; a new star grows now So, I have to be there when it goes down, hill [Hook: Daughter]