Rainy Dayz

[Verse 1: Bless] I sit back, remembering my infatuation with happiness They laugh it, there’s no escaping, so I relax a bit Let everyone know your accident had purpose Live a lie before you act with hurt, I feel like I deserve a mask I’m certain; this school is probably just trouble on the record It’s a disease; these rainy days don’t ever seem to let up With good reason, I believe that somehow we’ll get up, please The sky matches the ground made of cement, it’s like the world is bleeding Leave it at that, some of you people are so conspicuous Sticking your nose right into the business of others I’m trying to deal with the sickness Just in case I’m losing it (why) Sometimes I feel it’s just me that’s stuck in the past Or am I a loner that can’t let go of what won’t leave? I look in the mirror for the first time in a while Man I’m exhausted, this is costing me As I was crashing down, you had to land me at Bonnabel So where do I go from here? Fear is no obstacle, but still I wish that someone cared enough to listen [Hook] [Verse 2: Bless] As I board this train I look at life in a new perspective Like, if you knew me back then, I wasn’t used to actors Tired, feeling useless Backwards dive; tried to focus on our lives Because this ish would hurt my pride if I had it But now I stand as a broken teen in the street in the middle of Kenner, Louisiana Feeling the heat of the pressure placed on my back by – another dozen The reasons I’m knee deep beneath the people I still speak to Leave it to me Spilling my feelings because I need to get it together I’d rather sooner than never Don’t ever bury me, flames are better Chains were severed; am I insane, sane, or clever Am I changing? Why did you even think that I’d let up That’s what they came for, never mind what they claim This is my life on the line, against all odds Dawg, this is all wrong I will murder your witnesses While I murder your vigilantes that y’all call stars [Hook] [Verse: Bless] Plenty of people don’t mind neglect It’s harder to find when looking around these dying walkers Why is that? Remember the sound as you hit the ground I’m bound to be an insomniac That combined with Byron buys you time to go get it popping Yes, that’s what Byron lacked Isn’t it ironic that they believe in me now? I’ll be honest, I’ve met believers Though they may not have regrets I would honestly bet, the light you see me in is evil Distant; why are you digging for dude? Yes, I’m spraying with techs to prove I really don’t have much else to lose So if I sneeze, I’ll go atchoo Shame is, my pain is an unbearable truth Not even this train is containing our unbearable youth Home boy, its crunch time and I’m low on time So it’s only fair that I shoot Doing this for Hali, Vale, Wyatt, Diaz, Berry and Lozier too You killed my innocence and I’m proof When I’m off this train, my life is renewed Fictitious pictures showing my distance from my own sisters shall ensue This has been killing me, and it’s sickening because dissing me won’t do So until I get free, keep it up and see how Bless will be without you [Hook]