Exxxes

[Verse 1: Bless] At six, I was ready to meet people; I was never ashamed of what I became I needed someone to vent to, some how we’d be equals I met you in class, and you were just beautiful The usual girls were suited for living the life of a Nicki And to me; that just wasn’t suitable So, along we went as kids, I grew up far quicker than you ever did But still somehow, you disappeared and I was in awe of how I felt Yeah, I moved from Morris Jeff to a new school New Orleans Free School, to be exact And who knew, we’d end up back together? But you were not what I’m used to Surrounded by nothing but gangsters, killers, and bangers And the most dangerous criminals Please, that wasn’t you and I think you’d agree that it was a bit painful Kill all your innocence, murder my feelings, and fail to remember that we were the same Once you remembered, I was with Treje in 2008 but she cheated away Dang, emotions are getting the best of me, I’m cracking up and my brain is racing I’ve had enough, but there is no replacing either one of you Look at me, I’m changing; you deserve it You deserve it [Hook: Bless] Rewind the tape; give me an attempt to find a way You’re leaving me limping around for safety Vulnerable as a child to think of relationships Around the way, I was just looking to find my place But all of a sudden, I found a face accepting me Your smile was so vindictive, but I was out of it How did I not recognize it? Whenever you would come around, I got this feeling As if I’ve got to get away, but I could never get away Bijan, Monica, and Treje Honestly, I don’t know what to say I feel betrayed, but what a display you put on [Verse 2: Bless] 2009 was just obstacles With an ill mind, she hops in, no stopping her In the beginning, it was a bit shocking But, I was winning; I mean my confidence was beginning to rise It was obvious that Monica was different Inside I thought, if I can make this last, it’ll hide my scars Easy to think yes, but it probably won’t Middle school memories, back when I wasn’t as cynical I wasn’t typical, nor was I ridiculed I was in critical condition; I guess I was wishing I could additionally Wash away scars, admissible We were so unsinkable, it was just peace Stereotypical racial policing would not have a chance, had it seen us You were Space Bound for me, but I Love the Way You Lie girl It’s addicting, nah but to you it’s tempting To say all these things that’ll make me feel I’m worth it, for you to diss me And to add insult to injury, you’d text me saying you missed me You deserve it [Hook: Bless]