Megalomania

I hide myself inside the shadows of shame The silent symphonies were playing their game My body echoed to the dreams of my soul This God is something that I could not control Where can I run to now? The joke is on me No sympathizing God is insanity, yeah Why don't you just get out of my life, yeah? Why don't you just get out of my life now? Why doesn't everybody leave me alone now? Why doesn't everybody leave me alone, yeah? Obsessed with fantasy, possessed with my schemes I mixed reality with pseudo-god dreams The ghost of violence was something I seen I sold my soul to be the human obscene How could this poison be the dream of my soul? How did my fantasies take complete control, yeah? Why don't you just get out of my life, yeah? Why don't you just get out of my life now? Why doesn't everybody leave me alone now? Why doesn't everybody leave me alone, yeah? Well I feel something's taken me I don't know where It's like a trip inside a separate mind The ghost of tomorrow from my favorite dream Is telling me to leave it all behind Feel it slipping away, slipping in tomorrow Got to get to happiness, want no more of sorrow How I lied, went to hide How I tried to get away from you now Am I right if I fight? That I might just get away from you now Sting me Well, I feel something's giving me the chance to return It's giving me the chance of saving my soul Pictures of demigod are fading away I'm going backwards but I'm in control Feel it slipping away, slipping in tomorrow Getting back to sanity, providence of sorrow Was it wise to disguise How I tried to get away from you now? Is there a way that I could pay Or is it true I have to stay with you now? How I lied, went to hide How I tried to get away from you now Am I right if I fight? That I might just get away from you now Suck me I'm really digging schizophrenia, the best of the earth I'll chase my soul in the fires of Hell Peace of mind eluded me, but now it's all mine I simply try but he wants me to fail Feel it slipping away, slipping in tomorrow Now I've found my happiness, providence of sorrow No more lies, I got wise I despise the way I worshiped you yeah Now I'm free, can't you see And now instead I won't be led by you now Free