The Last Time

I want to dedicate this to Jonathan Bauer. One soul taken too early The last time that I saw you, it was late at night, and we were both up, working a close shift We were just bullshitting about life and a couple things that we had to cope with I told you school would click if you played it out and just kept your focus You said my mind'd find peace if I waited patiently and kept it open And since that moment I ain't lived in fear, or really felt as broken Though my mind's an ocean full of thoughts so hopeless You're the same reason that I kept on floating Such devotion, to living with a reason Your soul chained up by internal demons They fought and fought all to halt your breathing Over your dead body would they see succeeding You were one strong soldier Cancer at young age, fuck em you got older Your mom needed a rock, well her son's a boulder Bet shes thinking about you now when the sun drops lower Now I'm yelling out "Fuck October" When your head got hot but your blood got colder My eyes are running dry, getting bloodshot-swollen I swear to god that we ain't done - its not over