Alive

You see it's vacant in my eyes My plan ain't just to live I wanna make it out alive Every dream held captive in this cage inside my mind The key just dangling in sight while I keep waiting for my time It's just tough when you feel potential that's wasting up inside And everything outside of you is tryna take away your drive And everyone below you tries to grab your ankles when you climb And everyone above you's truly tryna make it so you're blind Strive to survive til I've comprised an escape plan If there ain't a path to the greater lands you can bet I'll make them Pave them like city workers grinding for shit pay Swallowed by the undertow in the cut like a switchblade This is more than a mixtape, drop or another EP Way more than a couple tracks up on a bundled release This is a promise to myself that I won't run or retreat And assurance that what they expect means nothing to me Hook: If I'm ever caught fallin then I'm fine I'm well aware that life ain't really all about the climb I want you to see, I wanna be free, I wanna be me But most of all I just wanna be alive Just, just wanna be... Verse 2: I keep on staring at the stars Thinking bout existence and why we keep on ruining ours Sacrificing half our life for status, diamonds and cars When a body buried rich looks the same as if you aren't. Such a farce People treating people like they're garbage If there was a God at all I promise this ain't what he wanted Looking at society it makes me want to vomit As we destroy the planet I get sick of being on it This is just me being honest, but to you its pessimistic I can't make you see through my eyes I can only hope you'll listen I can only speak my piece and hope it opens up your vision To impending fate that's steady getting closer by the minute Uh. Or maybe we just need to close our eyes In order to change the world we gotta take a look inside Uh. I just hope it's not too late before we try See my plan ain't just to live I wanna make it out alive Hook CDS: Constantly I'm falling apart and Quite honestly maybe my greatest work of art and Baby talk to me I get lonely when it's dark and This gots to be The hardest month on my heart Blood relatives dying my face is paralyzed I need guidance Destruction is the worst at night I hate rhymin when all I wanna do is cry My heart bleeds on my sleeve Embarrassingly honest drips My friends seem like Demi-gods and goddesses They make me feel like I can conquer this I must be A voice for silent solemn kids We wanna feel alive and rediscover self worth Quiet solitude is such a blessing and a curse Send negativity on vacation in a hearse Add positivity and we can fly among the birds Hook