My Mind Is Playing Tricks On Me

[I Stand Alone In My Four Cornered Room,Staring At Candles. (Mannn Is This Shit On) ] Yeah, Aye, Aye-o At Night I Can't Sleep,I Toss And Turn I Get Lost For Words,Its Like I Lost My Nerves It All Started With My Chick About A Bitch That I Hit That I Swear Ain't Shit,But She Swear I Ain't Shit Awww Man Lord Help Her She Can't See What Im Sayin 'Or Hear What I Tell Her It Feel Like Im Talking To Helen, Keller I Wish That She Could Understand Me,Like A Shelter I Called Her Up And Said Im Tired Of Beefin' Told Her Im Leavin' And That Shes Not Needed She Said Oh So You Just Done With Us, I Love You Doe Yeah Well That Makes One Of Us And Hung Up I Got Tired Of My Living Room Decor Then Headed To The Liqour Store To Get Liqour Swishor And A Stickor,And Then Pull A Lift Off Til I Buzz Like Clipors And Pose Like A Clip Board I Then Go Somewhere I Had No Business Er'body Hands Up So It Wasn't The Question I Started To Dippin' , It Take A Man With A Wooden Cane In The Air To Reconize A Stick Up Hell Yeah The Niggas Tried To Hit Me But Off A Whole Round Swear To God They Just Missed Me Then The Police Sirens were Roarin They Took What They Saw Then Went Out The Back Door Shit I Hoped Off The Floor Tryna See Which Way They Went Mad Than A Motherfuckin' Bitch Walked Back In To Make Sure Er'thang Was Cool Looked On The Floor Saw Blood By The Pool So I Asked The Clerk Dude Whats The Trouble No Response but His Face Seemed Puzzled I Walked Towards The Huddle To The Front Of The Crowd And Thats When I Saw Myself Strecthed Out See It Wasn't Til I Say My Own Body That I Realized Them Pussy Ni***s Shot Me Man I Couldn't Even Tell My Bitch I Love Her Man I Couldn't Even Kiss My Mother Ain't That Some Shit Homie? My Mind Is Playin' Tricks On Me