Deep Talk In The Shallow End

If you were here I'd slap you senseless Then I'd ask you where you've been I'd tell you don't you know I worry Sitting up each night in fear And then I'd tell you that I'm angry And I'd say you did me wrong And that I hate you 'cos you sneak into My every single song If you were here you'd see the damage done And then you'd feel the shame I'd make you understand my pain If you were 'round I'd show you wounds and scars The proof that you were here And then I'd make you cry like I did If my point still was not clear If you were here I'd scream and Maybe trash the room if I had time And then one single word would break your spirit Just the same as you broke mine If you were here you'd realize what you did Stay for a million years I'd make you cry my tears But you're not here And I'm not strong And this whole thing has gone on too long I need to leave this on my shelf But instead I say it to myself If you were here I'd slap you senseless If only you were here