More Brecht Research

I'm sorry for the effect my email had on your life, specifically the break-up between you and Methusan Actually no, fuck that. I can't take myself seriously acting like I wasn't ecstatic at the thought of you two hating each other and never wanting to see each other again. Yes that's spiteful, yes that's petty, but I genuinely feel that way. I would never want for you to be unhappy, but if I thought that you being with me wouldn't make you happy then I would have never admitted to you liking me. I'm not quite sure what to do now, having somewhat used up my bag of tricks, but I still have dreams about us possibly being together and frequently imagine a scenario in which you go over to Liv's house and become persuaded to give me a chance and call me on Liv's phone and we could meet up sometime and it could all be very happy and fun. I don't know, I guess I'm an optimist I still love you Kind regards Ben