Just Enough To Love You (2003 Version)

Push me out from the darkness To a sky that's colored blue Somewhere someone's finding happiness While I'm still here so hung up on you Nothing is real And I want you to know That I'm not alright When you tear open my chest I'll try not to flinch Won't make promises I won't make promises You taught me that I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most So I'll bite my tongue till it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell A failed apology A day too late but now I see That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree But what would you need me for You've got friends galore And all you'll ever be to me is a stupid lying excuse for a person I could call But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone You don't have time for me I could call but I know you won't get the phone Don't have time for me I hate myself For loving you like this I hate myself for hating myself Just enough to love you Just enough to love you