Black Bird

Anniversaries They never comfort me Just a day reminding me Of disease I'm sniffing salt I'm sniffing salt At the coming week It's all my fault All my fault Cause my father is a bastard I should stuff like a pig But I'm left alone to watch you burn Watch this city fucking burn I'm everything That you taught me to be You know what? I'm a lie I'm a fucking disease Don't feel young Don't feel love I'm a passionate kid Fuck hope Fuck you And fuck this city Life doesn't care about the things That you think you had planned Or what you want to turn out Or what you need in the end Life doesn't care about your plans (Fuck hope!) Goddamn, you old man You're not who I wanted to be When you turn out your lights I hope that you see me. (I hope you see me!) All I ever wanted was for you to want me All I ever wanted was for you to love me And when you read this I want you to know This is my last chance trying My last chance for you And don't you care About your fucking daughter? And how can you call yourself My fucking father? And I've hated you Since I was a young boy And now I'm all fucked up All fucked up from you Love me to death No matter what I do I always forget I always forget to forget you [x4] Regret (Regret!) [x3] Regret the years You made me wait To just find out That I was your mistake