Starlight

Why you want to make it so I had to be grown? I don't want that news when you call me on the phone, no Hate I'm about to run a red light, hit a cone, hey I love you all but I might have to make it on my own I can feel it in my bone It's been hot Hot hot Hot hot hot hot Hot hot Hot hot hot hot Hot hot Hot hot hot hot Hot hot Sometimes No matter what you do, can't escape the heat No matter what you do, can't accept defeat No matter what you do, can't expect to beat That hot, man it's been hot No matter what you do, every story end No matter what you do, a historian Will have a time period to store you in Don't know what to tell you, been hot Can't you see the beauty in a soul Losing grip of all control Falling down a rabbit hole? It's been hot Man that PICU takes a toll I might pick you up, let's roll Char my lungs as black as coal Burn that hot But as I burn it I've no desire to act like a hermit Nineteen hour days of internment Damn it's hot It's been a long time since I was determined Water bottle in the hospital's pink mug Blowing the smoke past a stink bug In the morning I'll shower then back to adoring My brother, unconscious, waiting to be soaring Away from the door in The room and the pain that his body holds for him I'm sorry I'm warring With words to get it out as fast as I can (can) This is still recent and it's not a flash in the pan (pan) This is a cloud over me and a dash in my plans (plans) Fuck it the cash in my hand J on my lip Or I go on a trip Or I go on a trip If you know what I mean Cock in a spleen And a grip on a hip They think I'll dump money clip On a clip Hratatata, going down with the ship Life is too precious, I love it too much I just want to be numb So I'm taking a rip Now my dreams tell me zero, nil, and zip Then he died (died) Noon-twenty-five I didn't know what to do Waited so long, it was finally time (time) Wanted to clean up and leave but I find (find) We've got to stay and say thanks to like very doctor (thanks) When I got home I had hardly laid down When I woke to the sound Of a knocker We've got to start making plans Now that it's over It's not even over So you do that dance Get up on stage in three days, make a speech off the cuff Not enough time in advance Hey Edit cassettes for a video Tried to explain it's bad timing though Footage of back before pain Drained Life without him was so long ago, hot Hot