Control Me

[Verse 1] I feel like music is the only way you listen to me Like my words carry more weight when I spit to a beat If you listen when I talk, wouldn't rip you on each You're just pissy cause they pity me I put up with everything you did to me Like a critic of me, dissing me, critically Till the shit is gettin' visibly sickening And I'm sick of thinking cynically, now don't you visit me Cause next time I'm cocking back when you hittin' me Putting me against my damn self, telling me you can't help Hellish depression, enveloping me as it fast swells And I can't quel, your envy and jealousy that dwells And I’m sad to see the emotion we had felt Through it's too late, disable love that cursed My feeling for you like all my clothes that you've burned Life ain't making a fucking work, try did another girls I'm still stuck on you, faking it doesn't hurt [Hook] Leave me like you always seem to Seems each night I try to forget we go through Screaming "I knew, I don't need you" Seems each fight I try to win we both knew [Verse 2] Starting to think that meeting with you is my reckoning Letting you enter the center piece of my soul and infecting me Wrecking me sentimentally with sentences said to me Cause the only time you were fucking with me was mentally Which eventually led me to questioning if we're meant to be Pretending to be anything, resembling my entity Wrestling endlessly with myslef excessively Till it's killing me, willingly, shoulda left you dead to me But I fell into your lies like every motherfucking time Every consecutive line, cause I never would'a got the signs When everything you've tried for the better every step I climb And I never will let this die, forever it's set in my mind Whatever I said I'm fine, and I'm bludgeoned for my position Alive and kicking, still wishin' for the life I envision Survivn' but missin' you, cause you couldn’t see what’s in front of you So I'm done with you, from the bottom of my heart - fuck you [Hook] [Outro] Leave me like you always seem to (Pretend to breathe) Screaming "I knew, I don't need you" (To control me)