Let Go

I see the light beam through the pane on the window sill Make that flower grow slow but beautiful still Kinda reminds me of my life, it seems that light comes through the pain And i know i need the water but do it always have to rain Why do the problems stay the same, why do the good things have to change Thats what I’m asking, can’t the past be the past for today Its kinda sad when the last thing i have is my name And even thats been attacked, I’m crashing but the passion remains in me Can't complain bout constraints man I’m breaking free I could never explain whats contained in my veins I can just maintain till i attain it’ll be plain to see Never change ill be famous for sustaining me Know whats lame to me, you got hate in your heart And straight art can’t chart without you breaking apart I stay smart, create, we can debate tomorrow A great start hope i can escape the waves of sorrow Else ill fall on my sword, these hollow feelings implore Can i borrow you Lord, i thought you promised me more Man i swear i thought you promised more But instead I’m left with fear that been swallowed doors Of opportunity, first choice nah man this music thing is new to me And usually the loose screws seem due to me The doom of me ain't news i got bruises you see Cuz i been bled for my dreams They been dead for it seems, like ten years and a week Exchange sleep so i can breathe in defeat Least i can still breathe now I’m bleeding on beats Cuz my heart on this track, took it right out my chest Too far gone to retract, its a fact I’m a mess But no sorries for being real And i ain't made up no stories just so i could sell And i hear them ghost stories cuz my skin is pale But its all for His glory so ill never No ill never fail, you know i could never fail I ain't being cocky man I’m just saying how i feel And when its rocky man I’m swinging till i hear the bell Don’t try and stop me man I’m winning just throw in the towel Thats confidence you gotta have when your backs against the wall Put a mask on what you lack, maybe you grasp and have it all It happens fast or not at all, id rather crash then have a fall They said I’m mad to get involved, i didn’t ask any of ya’ll Cuz im not the slave of opinions I got nothing to prove and the proof is I’m not convincing Or itching to sound vintage or spitting just for the business Blame it on my disposition, hope you listening Cuz nothing is that appealing Id rather stay on the ground then hit the fan reaching for ceilings, hold up