These Days

I know I should be more grateful Grateful for everything I have And I know I should be less doubtful But unfortunately I am just human I'm in a big hole surrounded by fear I'm in a deep dark hole, deep enough for me to disappear But where should I go if earths the only place I know All I know is I don't want this anymore Living a life without knowing what it is that Im searching for There were days where I would love to be somebody else Days where I am fighting myself There were days where I wish I could be a child again And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last Days where I wish I would be dead Step back, stay away from me Can't you respect that I only need my peace These days I'm too weak to see These days are all about me I don't want to talk things out Cause there were certain things we don't need to talk about The silence in between will let you know what I mean Each time I try to escape I pray to God not to let me fail And to take my doubts away There were days where I would love to be somebody else Days where I am fighting myself There were days where I wish I could be a child again And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last Days where I wish I would be dead