Dark place

[Verse 1] My parents had a drug addiction the same day I was born Making my whole life torn Waking up in the middle of every night Trying to find that little hope of light To spark with that motivation to shine me bright Getting picked on at school Wishing to be cool Looking down making me the bigger fool People thinking I was gay Until this one day When the police came They took everything away I was almost put in foster care All I had to sleep with was a metal floor with a teddy bear Waking up without a mom and a bond Which broke me down Making me cry Wishing I could die When my father would try to lie To make me feel better from this evil side I grew up to be this evil guy I've always promise I'll take care of a girl like she's mine But I get thrown away when I'm already in the trash Getting less attention than I should already have Living in a house with no food and cash Until this one guy broke in and stole every little thing I had in a flash So don't question my killing and dark side of my rap So I'm gonna try to dream big for one more wish so let me take a nap