Pain

[Verse 1: Otis] Woke up again all alone just me and my broken soul I ain't got no where to go I can't breath no weed I can't even smoke and so Eat pills cause they calm me down I'm in deep and I'm starting to drown So lost and I won't be found until they find me Bloody dead in the fucking ground And now I don't know where to go Seem like everything I try just gets me no where I don't care I'm sick of that hateful stare Where the fuck did you go You're so lucky that I didn't loose control I wanna rip out your soul threw a bullet hole in your chest I'm depressed yeah [Hook: Otis] The best thing about pain for me Is that it always straight changes me I'm in a place where I hate to be Nobody's saving me And early grave would be just fine Cause my time has come and my mind is done I can't find no one cause I tried to run And when I die my son Realize I've come To reveal the best thing about pain [Verse 2: Otis] Yeah watch me fade away Everything is grey On my darkest day I pray and pray still never feel safe Addicted to the pain and I'll never change wait Don't go, go slow control no soul So shes gone and I'm wrong for all the love I give I don't wanna live So gimmie that razor blade, bright red colors of my trip engraved Souls in the wall my down fall late nights in jail I'm in hell hear my call Help me give me my life back cause my minds so black The darkness in fact will make me react Somebody's getting fucking stabbed, yeah [Hook] [Verse 3: Bonez Dubb] Bring the pain is what everybody be saying But I ain't playing it to be praying it Passing away please take me away I'm ready to take it Fuck it put one in my chest today and put me to rest No telling what happens when I felt the pain I feel so alive when the world falls down I'm keeping it wicked don't fuck around Can't fuck with the dead in the ground now Pound to the face when the stress be ticking me out Keeping the strength for sure though But no dro will bring the clowns You can't hurt whats been crushed so many times Its in a joke to spit a rhyme about my fucked up life That's right so fuck any pain that you can admit it straight I contemplate on how many times I can stab your fucking face Relate, one time for all them kids in the street, yeah A thousand beats for all the wrong full decisions At least I gotta little time before I feel my last hurt So I'mma fuck the whole world up before I'm dead in the dirt So fuck pain [Chorus][x2]