Not How It’s Supposed To Go

[Verse 1] Be a good girl, pretty house wife Need to have sex every night Remove all hair from your body But don't you dare cut yourself 'cause [Pre-Chorus] He might see you bleed All these expectations please Hold yourself up to a standard For somebody else's needs Wipe the tears off of your cheeks Yeah, this man should set you free But it didn't work for me [Chorus] I was filling up my head with those lies Tryna tell me everything’s fucking fine I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right Oh, now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go I made a wish into a fallen eyelash It flew away, and so I took my life back I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad Oh, now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go [Verse 2] Setting small fires, little tantrums Break the dry wall with your fist I’ll tell myself that this is normal Just a bandage on my hand 'cause [Pre-Chorus] He might see you bleed Hold these expectations please Hold yourself up to a standard For somebody else's needs Wipe the tears off of your cheeks Yeah, this man should set you free But it didn't work for me [Chorus] I was filling up my head with those lies Tryna tell me everything’s fucking fine I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right Oh, now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go I made a wish into a fallen eyelash It flew away, and so I took my life back I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad Oh, now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go [Bridge] Oh no, oh no La la la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la la I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad [Chorus] Oh, I was filling up my head with those lies Tryna tell me everything’s fucking fine I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right Oh, now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go I made a wish into a fallen eyelash It flew away, and so I took my life back I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad Oh, now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go