The Pendulum Swings

[Verse 1: Apathy] More time flies by as the pendulum swings She be talking 'bout having my baby and buying rings A decision like prison but it's been a few years Man my face should be full of those tattoo tears Cuz now i'm domesticated, no more bagging bitches I'm stressed when she bitching, cuz I ain't washed the dishes And my clothes all over the floor starts a war Who's that whore on your Facebook I never seen before? Now I'm Main Source status staring at the front door But she's so real I really couldn't ask for any more So I fight with this bitch cuz she worth fighting for Even if we beef cuz I didn't open up her door But, you don't know this chick like I know this chick She would probably wipe my ass if I'm old and sick And if I shit my pants, right in the ambulance We still be holding hands, that's true romance We're like Dan and Rosanne or Jack and Diane Everything'll work out, even if there's no plan And that's how we'll live, put family before biz' I just wish that my father could've saw our kids That's a pain I can feel straight through my ribs Every time I shop for bibs, bottles and cribs Is it a boy or a girl, I'm so eager to see I dedicate songs to you for believing in me [Hook] You'll see the wonder and the joy life brings (4x) [Verse 2: Blacastan] More time flies by as the pendulum swings You know the rhyme, live today but never know what it brings Peace my lord, I'm striving for a better blessing Plus I spent too much time in the department of corrections Trying to change my direction like catching interceptions Easier said than done, word up son My life now, I couldn't picture before Music got a nigga hopping on planes for tours Fuck CO's, I'm staying up late eating Doritos Writing flows, to check all these local nigga's egos A hero to some but a villain to most Fam' witnessing the change, now they feeling the growth For another safe flight, lets put up a toast Cuz tomorrow night I'll probably be on the left coast And most shows that I do is dedicated to crew So rest in peace Mom Dukes, this one is for you And a love so true, in your stomach I grew Into fruition, poof, appear like a magician Composed ill bars like a classical musician To show you where my heart's at, I know you still listen