Growing Up (Finale)

[Produced By Anthemic] [Verse 1: Anthemic] Growing ups the hardest part,mainly cause you fall apart and build yourself around goals to start Cause your memories are a lost art,they change sounds like Mozart,and shape shift like a flow chart but I can't stop when I go Hard,I hop fences through these backyards My old friends caught me off guard,can't move slow like retards,I know I've come to damn far To stop here from old scars,but even if I own cars,I can't outrun these glass shards,my past up like punch cards Remembering shit like flash cards And I always got to do shit,bloodshot eyes with a great big grin,and I can't comprehend cause I don't know when And I keep rising up like I don't know sin,so I'm right back here cause I'm afraid to look in Cause introspection is a page for a pen,but the mind is more mighty than a swords ever been And I don't ever want that to happen again Experience the fear in this,my shaky voice and you ain't here in this,anxiety that my peers dismiss It's all sort of ridiculous,I'm scared to breathe cause deaths on the list,question why I do exist All this shit that I can't resist,so I'll be right here while you coexist [Hook: Anthemic] Growing,Growing Up (4x) [Verse 2: Anthemic] I'm growing up,and I don't even know,I don't know who I am,I don't know where to go Watching the sun beam down while I walk this lonely road,how far i will get before I lose my control I see a million faces,a bunch of mindless clones,programmed to be the same,society full of drones Thinking that I'm unique,shit what do I know ,like in trapped inside a world,like I'm a star of the show Got a keep on going,even if I die,I hope that I'll be golden,hope that I can fly,and if I do not make it At least I know I tried,I hope that you remember,see this through my eyes [Hook] [Outro]