Heart X

[Hook] Regrets collect like old friends Here to relive your darkest moments And every demon wants his pound of flesh But I like to keep some things to myself I can see no way, I can see no way I'm always dragging that horse around I can see no way, I can see no way I'm always dragging that horse around [Verse 1] Do you know why I hate you? Did you know every day you, played me After all I gave you, took from me Still I forgave you..goddamn I'm amazed you Still led me on, let's be honest bitch You kept me strong, but wrecked me long ago I'm...still fuckin' shocked What you call love is what love is not Love is brought to one when at one is locked You wouldn't need another punk so just fuckin' stop You never cared I took a fuckin' flight to your place\ Two times so that I could hear you lie to my face I tried and I layed and I cried and I prayed That I'd die and I'd hate, it's a giant mistake I...really thought you changed, I guess you ain't what you seemed to be Ironic that you sleep with him, but tell me that you dream of me Easily, you moved on You never gave a fuck, you were too gone And this is one time I wasn't proved wrong; You're just another Black Rose in a smooth song Let it sink. Tell the world what i think I'm only just a friend in your mind in a blink You hate me like you do right now on this beat, take a seat I never had intentions girl to crush you I adore you but I'm just too done with the lies, I don't trust you I just said I hate you, because I love you [Hook] [Interlude] When you left me, I left Earth. Does that not show you that I care? [Verse 2] Are you still here? Sorry but it's true Cause after all the history and all the shit you did to me The source of all my misery and greediness is you I would have given love, but you just gave me pain There's nothing I can say, it's just simple and plain: You treat me like a king, I treat you like a queen You treat me like a game, I show you I was played I'm...no perfect man But I know i'm good enough to be worth a chance I've been there through it all since you hurt and laughed And you kicked me to the curb like I'm dirt and dim Do you see now, why i'm so pissed? And after all of this I'm giving no shits Stick to what I know and that's my music and stay focused Switching from love to hate, just like my flow shifts When you meet another person who was there as long as me Just let me know I'm not doing this to piss you off, but just educate you Why I love and hate you but I had to let you go And maybe in the future we can fix this Solvin' all the problems with forgiveness But I know you that now you hate me and I miss this The pain feels good as the kiss did In all truth, I hate this song Hate I had to make it, why'd it take so long? Tonight I'm getting faded 'till my face is gone Come tomorrow I'll be dead and erase it all And if we never speak... I only wish you luck I hope that if you fall, a homie picks you up Tell the world you know me, i'm only just a punk But remember in the end, I really gave a fuck