Evanescent Father (unedited edited, unmixed, raw vocals)

In 15 years I've always been alone I never had a father I feel like a broken bone And I swear the god if I meet him I will beat him up You know I give a shit, he doesn't even care much But I hope he's dead, my father i never met At least send a text to the kids you fucking left I've been home alone with mom each day Wishing you to come back but you never came back How does it feel to have 4 kids you never knew? 3 fucking sons and a daughter you just left And now your standing and thinking on a sharp edge You will never get back, it was your last chance When I was a kid I was crying so bad I just wanted a father but I never got that And every fucking kid they used sit and just laugh Because my father he left me and I never had a dad