Over

For the outcasts, loners, losers, the drifters Art freaks and geeks, the graveyard shifters Moving in the dark of night, nothing good can spark a light Only drives you farther like until none of the stars are bright How do you find a shadow in a shadow How do you find the time to breathe in a battle Why do they say that that anything in this life is hallowed When we spend our only free time changing channels They didn't used to have a drug for this Now the pharmacy's having to fuss with lists Side effect flex to crush your wits Cruxes split, well nobody signs up for this Can't cut weight, your brain aches, your blood drains Can't change enough, blame reuptake Pain is your baseline now, it's unreal And yet in so many ways, you can't feel Will i make it over again? Not enough sleep, that's bad Too much caffeine, that's bad These dark thoughts swirling and you're picking at the scabs And you lash out at the only love that you have Still just a rat in a cage Somehow made numb by your rage The anxiety and panic, it won't stop And no one understands, so you don't talk Wrote some tracks and they're mostly flat Spat with soul once, now it's the ghost of that Brood like a clutch, these explosions hatch You find a drink, find a pill, and you throw them back You find a way, find a will, but it's fleeting You've lost count of the days and you're still not eating Too much time to realize there's no meaning Too much time to realize there's no meaning Will i make it over again?