Self Control

[Verse 1: André DeSaint] Look, since the last time we spoke I done got a lot better with the talking Old friends tripping cause they lost him I'm performing OG with my niggas and we moshing Trust me this shit is fucking awesome Feeling about as natural as watching Jason Dill on a board A pill to a whore Is it real? Is it forced? Gunning for the top 'til a mill is the score Gimme cash I ain't doing this for thrills anymore Chill with the force I'ma do what I wish to Bar after bar 'til they know me in Bristol A team full of bums and they had to enlist you Popped on the front line and nobody missed you, nigga And if I'm coming off brash Then my message got across just fine I'm rolling with a team full of leaders Sipping two two liters full of liquor And that shit is just mine, really [Hook: André DeSaint & ryanlayzer] Drink my coffee everyday Always wake to the same face Try to keep these thoughts at bay Survivals the only way  This I hate, this I know Trying to break the example This my fate, this my show Only me that's in control now I’m the only one, I’m the only one in it Only me that’s in control now (x4) [Verse 2: ryanlayzer] I once had me a mami But it ended kinda salty Now I'm stuck here feeling sorry for myself Shit I can't help it feeling selfish  Bitch I know you felt it too  And it's still fuck you And it's still fuck this I know that I'm stuck  And it's got me feeling sick My whole world is a rut It's a pool of fucking piss, shit It's so hard to maintain When you’re ready for a change And I rack my fucking brain Each and every goddamn day And just to stay sane I smoke, I drink Don't understand the pain I choke, I sink  [Hook]