Two Years

I'm so far away from the man I'm supposed to be I need a cure to rescue me from this selfish life I lead Looking back on all the little things that brought us here I can't believe just how lost we have become How did I let myself take the things I feel and bury them in the ground? Now I measure my pulse by the times it fails Send me a medic, I'm slipping away And am I the one to blame? And do I need to change the way I've always been to keep you around me? Memories sink in, while I'm stuck here asking; Have we come together just to fall apart? Well it seems that I, I've never been the one to stop thinking and just feel I'm so far away from the man I'm supposed to be I need a cure to rescue me from this selfish life I lead It would be easier to give up and let go Than to stand here and tell you the truth I know I closed down and shut you out But I'm here now, and I'm hoping that it counts The truth is that I've never felt worthy of you But now I can finally see That by your side is right where I should be Two years, Two years I've had something to say I won't rest 'til I find a way For you to feel my love Tell me you see that I'm fighting for you And what I know I need Right where I should be I won't live with this regret I'll take your hand and leave For once I'm proud to say I walked away