Said & Done

[Verse 1] When the stars align And your fate is near Do you know who you can turn to When you filled with fear I look into the heavens And ask my god Holding back my tears, I ask if it's okay to cry Want the white picket fence with the red door If it's the white one, I'ma throw a fit I mean you work so hard for this life, lord But there be lives just hustling to live It's a never ending search For my balance, it's a challenge But I try to make it work For a lesson, I ask questions like [Hook] When I'm dead and gone Will I lose everything I remember Will my guilt be the only thing I'm left of Did I make my father proud Tell me, when I'm dead and gone Will I ever tell her she my real love Did I ever get rid of the pressure Did I make my momma proud Howling at the moon like I'm just trying to find myself tonight Alright, okay, howling at the moon like All I want is Z's in my life tonight, alright, okay [Verse 2] I'm thinking too much, R.I.P. to my sanity Arrivederci, don't mask your lies for a masterpiece All I've got in my pocket is a little bit of love, and a rocketship It's not much like the tattoo on your wrist But when I'm dead, I'll miss you and them luscious lips Take me away Into another world where the chosen ones Ain't the only ones It's a never ending search For my balance, it's a challenge But I try to make it work For a lesson, I ask questions like [Bridge] Livin', livin' in a pack of wolves I don't know if this is meant to choose