PAIN

First of all I was lying I don’t hope for the best for you and that nigga I hope that you driving I hope that you crash I hope that you kill him I want you to see it I want you to feel it I hope that he screams and I pray you can hear it I don’t want him to die I want the medics to come, and take him away I want you to drive and drive through the pouring rain till you get to the hospital to see him I want you to cry and tell him you love him And tell him you’ll be there whenever you need him But he can’t hear that cuz he ain’t breathin' Ask me if I’m guilty Lord knows I’m a sinner, but I can’t help you If I feel sick when I see you, and I see him With a smile that was mine And his hands in your hair Nobody’s supposed to make you smile like that except me Clinch my fist and my teeth I fight with myself I swing through the air I should crawl in the street Lord lay me to sleep I’m done with my soul and you can take it away If I die, before I wake Shit, well that’s good I keep saying shit that I shouldn’t Hell yeah I’m jealous But I don’t know why