I’m sorry

[Verse 1] All my life I broke everything I touched Like my damn phone screen so I don't hear it when it ring I wouldn't answer anyway, I'm afraid of conversations They only lead to temptation So I always spend the night and I'm gone in the mornin' And then those tears in your eyes turn to voicemail recordings And I don't ever play 'em back, I just act like I ain't get it And I act like nothin' happened, then I text some other bitches I know I'm not supposed to say that, you know my mama taught me better I wish I had it all together, but I'm tearing at the seams I'm colder than west coast weather, you say I never make sense But my dollar signs comin' and you still down for the ride Even if I make nothin', well, ain't that somethin' Ain't you sweet as honey bees, I just wish I wasn't broken [Verse 2] And all those miles on your car, I wish that I could give 'em back I wish you never picked me up, I wish I never smiled back And I wish I said nothin' when you told me that you loved me And all those fuckin' love songs, I wish I never wrote them But really most of all, I wish I wasn't lying And I wish I had the time to tell you what I mean I'm always showing up late, like our very first date I ran away to Hollywood and said "I'll see you someday"