Disconsolate

[Verse] Mostly I am hoping, that I will end up floating 'Cause my only way of coping is smoking and snorting, and popping My brain is solar rotten, I promise no more toxins but I can't seem to stop it Alone and nauseous and rockin' Back and forth between Darling please save me from my dreams I'm the devil in the flesh, for your touch I only fiend I am broken please don't leave I promise I can kick it just don't tear away from me This mix of love and ecstasy, your loving's compressin' me This destiny, infectiously, you put a hex on me But you left me all alone in the dark, in the cold Where the wind cut deep into my bones So to cope I had chosen overdose in the liqs And I'm twistin' mixture of my favourite mistresses Sip it just to cloak the distance, maybe then you'll get it That this shit is everything I've invested in it This holds the keys to my love and existence (listen) This holds the keys to my love and existence