Watching Water

Intake ambiance a tool for meditation Progressing towards the clouds with at whom I am complete Defeat the chains that restrain an eager sensation Equal balance in and out, all inhibitions shall deplete (X2) I'm trying to break this writer's cramp, massage my hand and daydream Out the window innuendo, watch the water find it's path down the glass It seems, erratic direction, it's only perfection Rest my head inside my hands, pace back and forth inside my mind I wish sometimes I wouldn't reminisce so much Such things, tend to make one reflect and dissect situations to an extreme Hard now to redeem what was there before No more gone are those days and ways have parted Gone from feeling solid trust to outsmarted Anyway, I'm now moving on to a distance far from yesterday It's best this way I feel as though I've missed this moment of truth Outcome uneventfull. I've lost the ability to feel sentimental I can stare at a puddle and see a million places I love It's comforting thoughts of places I've been, places I will never see again Send my love to all who were there, wishing I could crawl back in But I've transformed and the pieces wouldn't fit, so the sorenecks will cease Eyes searching to the sky to try to find some form of peace And I keep pulling up blanks, yet I'm wearing this mask for the sake of others We all miss things I suppose, we must let go, well I'm not ready Just let me sit in silence and soak in what's trailing down the window To cleanse my emotions, to begin the process of preparing myself Intake ambiance a tool for meditation Progressing towards the clouds with at whom I am complete Defeat the chains that restrain an eager sensation Equal balance in and out, all inhibitions shall deplete (X2) I watch the drop join it's friends and become one with the crowd All to well, forcing me to sigh out loud Look into clouds, to envision, the inside of my head I'm turing leaves at this turning point. Remembering what they said As they drove off one by one They left taking pieces of me untill I felt empty inside Already looking forward to that day when I'd be returning And I hadn'r even left yet From then on I took the inside out approach Granted lots of time to think when when your new position is coach And your crew is sleeping the whole time, when it's 2:00 am in the morning And you're in the middle of nowhere with the buzz of the AM radio The only one that's there Think a lot about life, that's where it all began for me The more I thought, the more more I began to clearly see Absolutely every aspect of my life in a new light I figured out my Rubix Cube.. (haha) well I got it somewhat right And things are coming together as I slowly come undone And the occurence known as the "it" is swept under the rug And now my burden weights a ton But it only makes me stronger and I refuse to break I'm letting things pass by, for the family's sake Just give me a picture of the truth so I can hold it near And watch the rainfall, syncopated with one lonesome tear Intake ambiance a tool for meditation Progressing towards the clouds with at whom I am complete Defeat the chains that restrain an eager sensation Equal balance in and out, all inhibitions shall deplete (X2)