Can I Begin

As much as I've been tryna say As much as I appear OK Been holdin' on Pretending like nothing's wrong There's many things I wanna see But first of all, I gotta see me 'Cuz I can't breathe Now that we're over Life's getting colder Trying so hard to feel the sun Can I begin to re-live my life? Release all the pain inside? Over Done now I wanna love again Everyday is a different vibe Up & down like a playground ride Over Done now How can I begin? (oh oh oh) How can I begin? (oh oh oh) I'm not tryna win (oh oh oh) How can I begin (oh oh oh) To love again? Situated in my bed Pictures running through my head Some are good Some wish I never took, no, no Probability of me Feeling down & lonely I'm no longer scared *repeat Can I begin to re-live my life & release all the pain inside? Over Done now I wanna love again Everyday is a different vibe Up & down like a playground ride Over Done now How can I begin? (oh oh oh) How can I begin? (oh oh oh) I'm not tryna win (oh oh oh) How can I begin To love again? Hold on When all the hope is gone I'm starting at the ending & I'll just move on Fall down Still wearing my crown Nothing's gonna hurt me 'cuz what comes around goes around What comes around goes around, baby Can I begin to re-live my life & release all the pain inside? Over Done now How can I begin? (oh oh oh) How can I begin? (oh oh oh) I'm not tryna win (oh oh oh) How can I begin To love again?