It's A Bitch To Grow Up

[Intro] It's been 10 years of investment It's been one foot in and one out It's been 4 days of full of shit And I feel snuffed out [Verse 1] It's been 33 years of restraining Of trying to control this tumult How I did invest in such fantasy But my nervous system has worn out [Chorus] I feel done, I feel raked over coals And all that remains is the case That it's a bitch to grow up [Verse 2] I've repeated this dance ad-nauseum There's still something to learn that I've not I'm told to see this as divine perfection But my bones don't feel this perfection [Chorus] [Verse 3] I've spent life hovering above bottom Thinking I can't survive what's below But I've known through the kicking and screaming That there was no other direction to go [Chorus]