Holy Spirit

(Verse 1) Don't know what people really think All I know is what I hear They can hate you in their heart They just gon grin from ear to ear They see you ballin In they future so they never crystal clear Now they acting brand new like the beginning of the year Finally got an invitation but don't know if I should go It makes you wonder what's so different why they never ask before If I get inside the car and take that ride will come back Or am I giving up soul just so I can be the man But I've never been the man why they want me in they plans I don't know but something's wrong I felt it when I shook their hands This the stuff I was thinking in the back of the cab while this girl tryna make me mad (Hook) I said you really don't need me, right? And she said yea I do, I said no you don't, she said why you trippin? Why you don't you believe me? Well... I don't know but I can feel it in my bones Something doesn't feel right Something doesn't feel right (Verse 2) Phone calls with people who don't know me at all With no morals or values they just wanna ball They only hit you up when they have money involved In high school I only made the team because I was tall And when you hit em with no they gon say that you changed I wonder if they use to say the same thang to Paul One minute It was kill everything in sight The next it was be kind and show love to all Bang bang bang everybody outta the street Now the scene look like an allstar track meet Everybody blames black on black crime so I was surprised when I found out that it was the police Anyways just another day now I'm at the barber shop my homeboy finna get a taper fade Then his girl walk in and say how you doin Bae then she turns around and sees me and then she says hey Then my homie gets out of his seat and says I'll be right back can I borrow your car He said he needs to meet someone down the street and it won't be that long cause its really not far I give em the keys and then I dap him up as he proceeds to leave His girl sits beside me She said he's gonna be outta town Friday (Hook) I said you really don't need me, right? And she said yea I do, I said no you don't, she said why you trippin? Why you don't you believe me? Well... I don't know but I can feel it in my bones Something doesn't feel right Something doesn't feel right One time for the summers in the house Two times for time spent up on the couch Three times four the five times I missed And 6 times for people who counted me out Sometimes I wish I never tried Sometimes I wish I didn't reply Sometimes I wish I would cared less so I could brag and walk away like a normal guy The feeling worse when you knew better It's all luhh..