Destiny Bends

[Verse 1 : AFU] Pain keeps me going like.. Ambushed to get my eyes drilled My body's thrilled I am not able to realize but rewind my past as they got me grilled A mentality that is partly extinct Rappin this song while I am trill from the agony they've put me in Homicides goes on and by, and I do nothing but standstill Bloody notes get passed all day A Hitman massacre chained to get them poor bastards to pay Ski masks and drive-bys are a daily routine Either go for a kill streak or be a dopefiend I choose neither but the ink No I can't see the future, but I can see results Get denied with a diploma, or get struck by a high volt [Verse 2 :] Rage keeps me going like .. I slay the definition of 'no competition' Easily keep up with my mission I started compositing Still on that beat, tearing it apart Mashing through the slow mo buttons like a hack and slash game Brutalizing and running through each factor on the track that you claim Turn a lame joint into eternal flame Outshine, till you beg the publisher to make a rename They kept rewinding the claimed yarn with a spinning frame I am a miracle that they tried to get slain They tried to get me on a crate that I am already on, but I am shipless Get up on them while they're defenseless Regardless this will result me to regret this [Verse 3 :] Regret keeps me going like .. Aimed for more than one, but ended up with none Intended to be a legend, turns out I am nothing but a hilarious pun A pillar intended to be on top, instead it was planted above me, I was walked on No defensive explanation to use as a lie, but a crop to be explained on my con Always overlooked, used as a losing pawn A don that was meant to be on top, instead it's failures that I bear upon I feel like, I am not ready for the time that my soul will be set free Instead if it will be, I have to face a measure recollecting my sins till I flee to my destiny If you call that free you have to pay a fee (for being bodied with ignorance) A measure has a rope to hold it, it gets cut from all these sins I've kept It's not like I am happy, I am more of incensed Hopefully God will pull me attached to him Life is worthless, massacre of guilt We are all caged on it, waiting to be set free