For Myself

Crossroads, wrong picks, my vanity All the positive thoughts try to abandon me Lost, mistake by mistake has grown I got crap on my mind, feeling bad to the bone From the moment when I wake up in the morning I'm meeting the wrong me, the false king, giving up on his army Instead of walking on water, my dreams are floating Riffa, booz, will keep ya loose, smarmy So where's my fire, I focus on them wrong desires, waisting it all Fake love, like fake bananas No taste and no sense so no more, nada No chance for complains, my own war, riot! So what you gonna do? What you gonna do? Nothing just fades away I know now I've learned my ways From my love, from my pain, from myself No more fears, complains There's always a chance for change For my love, for my folks, for myself It takes courage to give all the apologies Mistakes occur no doubt noone's a prodigy Struggling with all the shit happend because of me Absolute honesty that's the only policy My bad habbits are dragging me down Like some fuckin backstabbin' with no Brute's around Fell hard hit my head on a ground, soldier down The enemy, hell in me, willing to bound Fuck it! Take a step back though shit's giving me head crack Conceding means bringing the game back It's worth the hurt but it's hard to get that To go all over again cuz I want my bread back So what you gonna do? So what you gonna do? Nothing just fades away I know now I've learned my ways From my love, from my pain, from myself No more fears, complains There's always a chance for change For my love, for my folks, for myself Nothing just fades away I know now I've learned my ways From my love, from my pain, from myself No more fears, complains There's always a chance for change For my love, for my folks, for myself Nothing just fades away I know now I've learned my ways From my love, from my pain, from myself No more fears, complains There's always a chance for change For my love, for my folks, for myself Nothing just fades away I know now I've learned my ways From my love, from my pain, from myself No more fears, complains There's always a chance for change For my love, for my folks, for myself