A Single Second

Oh my God, my god this can't be happening God tell me, tell me this isn't real I can't believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel I always knew, I always saw it coming Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing I never wanted to cease to exist, just disappear Fear memories are all that lie ahead Never have I felt so lost Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead Never have I felt so dead Once felt so warm, now I'm fucking freezing I am the once embraced abandoned one I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing No relief was mine, I was burnt by the sun Fear memories are all that lie ahead Never have I felt so lost Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead Never have I felt so dead I feel so I feel so lost Fear memories are all that lie ahead Never have I felt so lost Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead Never have I felt so dead