Soundtrack to My Love Life

[Verse 1: Adverse] I've Got a sign on my heart Dumb bitches only… I still can’t figure out why I’m so fuckin’ lonely… Callin’ it how I see it Saying that love is phony When I need a notebook A different love story… I mean I’m sweet and caring But I have my faults… Sometimes I linger too long After a loss… And I flirt too much I gotta stay committed… Maybe my words too deep So the page indented… Maybe what I seeks Further down the road… But every girl I’m sweet with Seems to sour slow… It would be better…If mouths stay closed… But with emotions buildin’ I’m about to blow… Am I out of hope? Or am I the man of someone’s dream? Do they all go for looks? Or something underneath? I’m a hopeless romantic and I’ve gotta accept that… What a horrible soundtrack, on to the next track [Hook] I've got some issues that nobody can see And all of these emotions are pouring out of me I bring them to the light for you, it's only right This is, the soundtrack to my love life The soundtrack to my love life [Verse 2: Adverse] I wanna believe, believe me I do I wanna believe it can still be me and you I’m gullible but don’t believe that for a second Still got heartbreak I haven’t addressed yet As much as I want to be wrapped in your arms I have to get going, have to move on… Accepting I’m just a hopeless romantic On an emotional roller coaster so broken n damaged I’d love the butterflies to flutter the same But I doubt that I could ever love you the same You don’t know what those words did to my soul Now you feel so distant, indifferent and cold… I just want to be close to you like we used to be Instead of only getting to see you in dreams… Getting to feel your flesh next to mine… Wishing that I could VCR and press rewind [Hook]