Monster

[Hook x4] Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window [Verse 1: Adverse] They say the only thing to fear is fear itself I glance in the mirror with new reasons to fear myself They said I need help, and that much is obvious But i can't seem to find what I have a problem with Anxiety that pulls me from sleep at night Pull my blinds back, to stay out of the creature's sights Getting twice as hard to live and just exist... I swear last night i almost put incisions in my wrist I'm different then these kids that wanna party n drink I poke holes in my vessle to see how far i can sink My armor is kinked, I can't be the hero anymore... Because no one can bare to see their hero on the floor Only one that can stop me, and those are my intentions These last couple years i've been close to that objective They say that the eyes are the windows to the soul The monsters been inside of me and i didn't even know [Hook x2] [Verse 2: MC IL] Why should I feel for you when I can't feel myself How could you let me face this without any help Your trademark ways slash my back like a belt I screamed In agony while you slipped away to be stealth Now its mr solo again, not a fuck to lend But a fuck to spend the question is when No one is around, just a bunch of fake friends Only my real friends cared to differ from the trend But I'm still worried about unleashing from the trenches My soul is wretched, never blessed, and never even restin Feelin the tension of a life meant to be exed in Feeling y'all curse my name and tryna have me hexed in Walkin around thinkin of my monsterous ways Exerting pain to a heart like a hundred bad dates Feeling like I'm strange like Aaron Yates But do creatures doin wrong for right still enter the gate? [Hook x3] [Bridge: Adverse] Monsters, peeking their heads through open blinds Looking for a chance to destroy us Only problem is, they're on the inside Influencing all of our choices Eating us alive, provoking us to evil A threat until now was unknown to the people They checked the closet, under your bed In the dark, but the whole time they were in your head [Hook x4]