Dead Memories

[Verse 1: Adverse] Thought you were ride or die, must’ve just been dead tho The way you playin games, must’ve been Nintendo The signs said that I should’ve just let go… From the get go, but I pushed on to the death though At least we have the memories, both have a copy There’s no such thing as being heartbroken softly But you said you love me, that’s the part that got me After four years of waiting you finally lost me Took myself of life support, the fuck I’m fightin for? A mindless soldier, in a pointless, violent war The last few nights I’ve laid down and thought of you Weighed the options, did all I could do… But thought if you cared as much as you said Rather then being nothing we’d be lovers instead I wouldn’t be here tryna recover in bed… Twists and turns tryna get you unstuck from my head [Hookx2] It's the fucking memories man The fucking memories Don't remember me, man Fuck your memories [Verse 2: Adverse] You broke my heart, shattered to pieces Bruises apparent from the batter n beatin’ What bothers me is you gave him another chance When he beats you, what kind of love is that? Love isn’t about getting smacked around… It’s something you should be happy bout.. It’s not about fear and higher authority… I hope that you hear, or turn an ear and ignore me Numb, I think that I’m immune to love… Battle scars, so much wounds and blood If you act like I’ll still be here when you return I won’t be, it’s funny how the tables can turn… You begged me not to leave your life, ironic tho Cus you’re leaving mine, except on a boat Do what you have to, but I’ll be gone respectably Because I won’t stay where I’m not a necessity [Hookx2] [Verse 3: Adverse] Tried to save you but my armor no longer shines No helmet on, only karma’s on my mind… You can take these memories, n get amnesia Forget that I exist, just delete them… You no longer have a reason to remember em Don’t make em suffer, give a quick end to em Memories, memories please don’t remember me Don’t bring me back, please just let it be… Leave my thoughts alone n my head in peace As an act really just to better me… I buried it, and don’t want to shed a tear… There’s a reason, a reason that I left it here I’ma put that valentines rose on its grave… And that’s the end, as calmly walk away I’m glad your doing things to get your life together So am I, so goodbye, and goodbye forever… [Hookx2]