Wake Up

[Intro: Talking] Aw shit what I do last night Where the fuck am I Fuck man I wanna sleep [Verse 1] I can't go to sleep at night without a joint or a drink A handful of pills to make sure I can't think Lifes a bitch thats why I flirt with death And when it gets hot I'm always first to sweat Woke up this morning and the only thing I had A migraine and a few scraps in a dime bag I'm sad, and I can't believe I'm sayin this Broke my own heart last time I played a bitch I told myself a long time ago I'd never love another ho Not heartless just learned to use my heart less, thats the way life go And though your heart may grow cold throughout the years Beware, objects may be closer than they appear [Verse 2] My body feels warm, I can't move my arms My head feels beaten, no cause for alarm I'll be out and about, just give me some time It's 1 PM, I'll be up around five What to today, I think I'll go visit my grandfathers grave A human soul but the paper didn't even give him a whole page My mentor, the man who taught me everything I need Sometimes I cry at night thinking I will never see Him again but I still see him in my dreams Maybe thats why I spend half the day asleep Or maybe its just what these drugs have done to me Perhaps I should quit start my life over Think about the future, brush the world off my shoulders I can do it, I know that I can I feel like the man God knows my soul needs healing I'mma zone out till I lose feeling