Broken Man

[Verse 1] I've lived a life full of empty promises and broken dreams And I know it seems a little obvious, I go to sleep In a struggle, suffocated, breathe through a muzzle If you reap what you sow, I'm receiving a fuck you - I'm a boy but I age at a rapid rate I'll stay insane til I lay in a placid state So full of rage, all this hate, it exacerbates I won't escape til I lay stiff, at my wake Here's a cry for help, but I ain't dying yet Cause on the outside, I'm live and well, though only time will tell I cry and dwell on the inside, but look happy The sad clown, I never open up and would gladly Put on a game face, and close away this hate Explains why I'm like a comedian in social situations I'm alone and still amazed at how I keep on going Cause I'm built to survive, I'm a beast in motion, motherfucker [Hook] I'm a broken man, but my will is strong All my life I've been a lone wolf, baby, I'mma stay one 'til I'm gone I'm a broken man, but I carry on All my life I should have let go, baby, I'mma keep on holding on [Verse 2] I've loved and I've lost, without goodbyes or closure I should cry, but won't, cause you'd see me as weak And if I could try and hope for a little stability I wouldn't cause it's so fricking outta my reach I'm driving by on this lonely road; a bi-polar mess To sum it up: the highest highs and the lowest lows Cold as snow, yet I'm trying to find A little love, but I should stop now, cause I know I won't So fucking hardcore, I'm the raw deal No drugs, so it makes the pain more real So tough, rock hard, nothing can kill me But fuck it, I'm a lost cause, nothing can fix me Adil be, rocking, but the magical show ends A lonely workaholic, sex addict with no friends Or no end, to the path that I've chosen Cause I'm so far gone, battered, shattered and broken, nigga [Hook] I'm a broken man, but my will is strong All my life I've been a lone wolf, baby, I'mma stay one 'til I'm gone I'm a broken man, but I carry on All my life I should have let go, baby, I'mma keep on holding on [Bridge] I'm so far gone, reaching out with both hands 19 but I'm feeling like an old man A pipe dream's what I've got in this life And it's the only thing that keeps me going It's just one of those nights, where I toss, turn, struggle and fight With my inner demons, kill a beat and run with the light For a moment, but then I'm left alone with myself And it scares me to death, yo, and that's some real shit [Hook] I'm a broken man, but my will is strong All my life I've been a lone wolf, baby, I'mma stay one 'til I'm gone I'm a broken man, but I carry on All my life I should have let go, baby, I'mma keep on holding on