Inner Demons

[Verse 1: Adamite] You ever wake up from a nightmare but not wake up, with that feeling in your gut that you might just throw up, your intestines feel like their strung up, bowels torn up from your nerves from keeping your mouth sewed shut, for so long about so much, need something to lean on but no crutch, people ask you to help but instead you give no fucks, you lie awake in the bed sheets over your head clutched, hiding from a world that always finds you man thats your luck, and you live on the cusp of death, infatuated with exactly how much time alive that you have left, you let your life being single handedly controlled by stress, you keep giving yourself panic attacks right and left, but is it your fault are you the one to blame, are you and your inner demons inside one in the same, hell I hope not cuz I was thinking the same thing, because truth be told I’ve been feeling the same way [Hook: Adamite] I Guess I guess These are my inner demons, I try to calm them down but I can fucking hear them screaming, And it seems like they have no intentions in leaving, if I go crazy mamma I swear that this is the reason I Guess I guess These are my inner demons, I try to calm them down but I can fucking hear them screaming, And it seems like they have no intentions in leaving, if I go crazy mamma I swear that this is the reason [Verse 2: Adamite] Im going crazy mamma, friends call me shady mamma, they’ve never lived life like their pushing up daises mamma, but Maybe I should just stop and smell the roses, and ride this tidal wave of emotion into the ocean, like I’m roller coasting, until I’m floating, starting at the sky until I hit the Golden coast and, find an island that I can reside in by myself, play the game of survivor and kill these demons by myself, so they can never creep in, seep in, I’m sorry but these son of a bitches just arnt worth keeping, I hope there isn’t a ledge thats worth leaping, Id jump head first into the cement, grim is that a soul worth reapin, I’ve tried to drink them away, pray them away, hate them away, but they just stay in they place, I know the hand I was delt seems like a handful, but God wouldn’t have put anything on me that I can’t handle [Hook: Adamite] I Guess I guess These are my inner demons, I try to calm them down but I can fucking hear them screaming, And it seems like they have no intentions in leaving, if I go crazy mamma I swear that this is the reason I Guess I guess These are my inner demons, I try to calm them down but I can fucking hear them screaming, And it seems like they have no intentions in leaving, if I go crazy mamma I swear that this is the reason [Verse 3: Adamite] I'm so scared to death, it's got me scared to death, my world is upside down and my life is a wreck, most people's brains are fried because they did some meth, but my brain works overtime all over some stress, so welcome to the life of a hypochondriac who has anxiety and is also an insomniac, so I guess it's time I either sink or swim, either is fine if I never see these demons again