If I Could

(HOOK) If I could ask a million questions, that would leave me wanting more That's why I let you do the talking, maybe that's what talkings for (Verse 1) Lost and I haven’t felt this way in a while, I blame it on myself I've walked miles in your shoes and I've gained so much respect For what you did in the past, you put up with my ass For years while I put you last, I never grasp How fast someone would get tired of dealing with trash But now I do, thats why I’m blue, thinking of you, what do I do Run away for the sake of him and you, I don’t think so I could never make it though That and I’m sorry, but apologies arnt enough, and it sucks and thats just my luck Who knew that we two would fall in love And it wasn’t love at first sight and thats the truth But I can’t help but to think I have so much still left to prove So much making up to do, now how can I make it up to you Its not enough just loving you, do you think about me when he’s fucking you Damn I’m sorry hell maybe I’ve crossed the line But you cross the mind of mine time and time again, makes it hard to live with the skin I’m in Ugh and I’m aching and I’m hurting, but I’m learning And I'll walk right through the flames on this bridge that is burning, I love you (HOOK) (Verse 2) Ive waited as long as I can, Ive reached my capacity Liquor no longer numbs me, thats the reality There isn’t a reason for both of us to be living unhappily Two people two different bodies pulled together by gravity I've never been the guy who believes in fairy tells, fate, soulmates Or the sound of ringing wedding bells, now Im the guy who heres the ringing wedding bells I believe in fate, soulmates, and I believe in those fairy tales, every time that i look at you I feel the same as I did then, everything that Ive took from you, while I was trying to fit in Since when did I become the guy that everyone hates, and who was I to make mistakes and spit in the face of fate A long road that we have walked, you shine light right through the dark, no coincidence could be this smart An empty chest cuz you stole my heart, at the end of the day I only have one regret I mean what can I say the two of us still haven’t met, damn (HOOK) (Outro) I just want you to know how thankful I am for everything you've ever done for me, And how Sorry I am for everything I've ever done to you, I know one day it will all work out, fate doesnt make mistakes, we will be together one day, what doesnt kill us makes us stronger, I can't wait for that day to come, where we are both finally happy, I love you so much, Ill see you soon