Lights At Bay

I hear your voice on the current Seeping through the cracks in the hull Can't find a port in this storm But I'm sheltered and warm Squinting in the glow Is it a beacon of hope Or trust a flame I really don't know But against this tower of light I can make out a vessel On it's way To you I wonder what my dad really thinks When I air our business out in a blink I ain't thought about it twice Let alone worry 'bout the cosequence Shoot first Think second Always been my way to tackle this cause Truth hurts It's stressing Always knew what I would think of it But it's not even about that anymore I just don't want it to be like it was before So I'm trying real hard not to point fingers Hoping I can leave the drugs by the door And never ever mention them again Even though I know you're still using You rather see your soon blind Let's try the sure way fine I hear your voice on the current Seeping through the cracks in the hull Can't find a port in this storm But I'm sheltered and warm Squinting in the glow Is it a beacon of hope Or trust a flame I really don't know But against this tower of light I can make out a vessel On it's way To you I don't think I have your number We barely even speak when we see each other I think we both on a guilt trip At least I know that I am, my cover Has always been to keep it at a distance So far away as possible But if it makes any difference I hope we can jump this obstacle That has been our lives All the ups and downs and ins and outs Remember when you sent me all those letters I'm thinking I should read some now To better understand what you felt locked up in a four by four of a cell With two kids on the outside Me, I would have gone out my mind I hear your voice on the current Seeping through the cracks in the hull Can't find a port in this storm But I'm sheltered and warm Squinting in the glow Is it a beacon of hope Or trust a flame I really don't know But against this tower of light I can make out a vessel On it's way To you Maybe this is overdue Or is it better not to Cause I don't need to get reminded I just want to put it behind me And think about what I miss And right now that's a mist So I couldn't really tell you If you would ever ask me it But you would never ask me shit You would never ask me shit You would never ask