The One I Need

You’re the one I need, the o.n.e. ‘n’ on(a)ly I miss you dearly deary, daily dreary ‘n’ don’t get sleep It’s s’posed to be us both in sheets with off to doze in peace So lonely me just wants to hear your voice speak on my phone at three My nose’ intrigued by the odor of cologne n’ weed Also by the subtle notes of peach n’ oak in cold Chablis All of these are normally a dose of royalty But focusing while floating solely goes to dreams ‘n’ thoughts of we I walk a street, sunken cheeks, tongue between them Sucks my teeth in a plucking squeak while punting a rubble piece A mother sees this struggle ease succumbing to my suffering Yet’s comforting with nothing but an upwards peek that’s just as weak Uneasy grumblings have summoned secrets for one to keep While shuffled feet function as crushing sweeps for the shrunken fleets Another stream’s coming its’ plummet steep from the summit’s peak ‘Cause lovers leave someone whose crush exceeds what is fun & free At gunning speeds, what will be smugly seemed? Once was of the belief were a woman to snugly keep But none one’s a cov’ted piece, for a want that’s a strong extreme Not at all ‘cause whose hugged & squeezed as forc’bly no longer breathes What’s often wrongf’lly perceived can solely be overwhelming Souls that are so compelling have doven at slower delvings Quotes that are more foretelling can open the road for dwelling On broken portions of gelatin soaking in modes unhealthy, when she’d tell me that… I don’t need you anymore I don’t want you anymore I don’t love you anymore Not at all When sweet turns to bitter ‘t’s such a bitter sweet exchange In streams & curving rivers upward swimmers feel the pain Deep unnerving shivers sunken shippers greet with angst Sweep the whirling flippers of the dippers feet in waves Shrieks are gurgling whispers when de-quipped are breathing tanks Weak deserved slippers inta sickened bleeder’s stains Y’ain’t sleak ya dirty trickster fix ya mirror neatly aimed I speak a spurted spitter’s guilty liquid-leaking shame The blame, as time has shown is mine alone Out loud my mind’ll moan in m’not’nous drone in minor monologues So mime along with him and the Sommers/Cloninger entourage And chime in all your friends to this drama, y’a’ who this concert ‘ for I fly and soar but then just get grounded and slimely slide on floor With vomit from the blend of the ganja, vodka and tonic pours Alcohol and sweat are combined designing an aqua fall To die tomorrow death and dishonor’d define my final form I can’t hide no more, baby I love you Maybe ‘til the day that a radiant halo’s above you Or faithf’lly ‘til the date that the flames of hatefulness touch you I made you wave ‘cause I mistaken and impatiently rushed you Praying you’d stay and cuddle to lay so our faces nuzzle Making the greatest couple created that laz’ly snuggles Lately I stray to days when we’d blaze as rays of the sun spewed Naked inhaling bubbles of fragrant Jamaican nuggles, hey where are you? I don’t need you anymore I don’t want you anymore I don’t love you anymore Not at all